My Feelings

Do you know how it hurts to be compared with someone you respect by someone you treat as your sister?
I don't know how to pronounce the word M-E-A-N when she was saying those things that makes me feel "I am nothing". At least, i just smiled at her, i couldn't say nothing at all. And, this is not the first I'm being compared with my dearest friend whom i respect much. I can say it was a thousand times or less but not under ten times..
I fight with the best things i carried on my shoulder. I know I'm not the special one in my community. But I'm sure I'm the one of the another whose had the abilities.. And, I'm the one to be seen with one eye while the other shut with hand..
At least.. I will say that, I want to be remembered as I AM.. Not, "She is a girl who looks like her/him.."
I was born and named by my parents "Febryna", not Surti, Keke.. Neither, Eva Longoria nor Madonna.
I am Febryna, Accept me for who I am. That's all i want to..

My Family: Happy 6th Birthday Josh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH!

As the times goes by, my little nephew growing up so fast.

I couldn't celebrate his birthday together. The distances between Manado - Jakarta are too far. 

I miss him so much..

I love you Josh.

Be a good boy, that loved by the people. and loved by Jesus.

With Love,

Oma Enny & Aunty Eby

Story To Tell: Faith Never Lose!

Hi Blog-world.. a month ago, on the dawn of 13th November, 'Komisi Pelayanan Remaja Sinode GMIM' crowned me as the 3rd runner-up (i don't know how to say 'harapan 1' in English) of Remaja Teladan Sinode GMIM. I thank to the Lord first of all, i passed much of problems such as health problems during the selection. But, here i am now.
Christmas is nearly coming, it means Christmas events are here! Yes. As the Role Teen Model i have to attend much of events, these are what I'm waiting for. As the last daughter of the family, i live so lonely. when events are coming it means, new friends, new places to come!!
much of people may think that I'm an arrogant. But, No. I'm NOT. I believe that all i have now, are belongs to the Lord. I have no other things to proud of. God used me.
I have much of health problems (see? if i could stand here and writing, that's all just because God's Love). sometimes, the complaining list is getting bigger and bigger. when it comes to my life i have to say to myself "By, there is no need to complain. it waste your time".
I won't let my faith in Jesus going down. when i feel down, sick, lonely. i will keep my faith on fire. He has done great things for me, for my family, my friends, the organization that I'm used to work, all things..
Thank You Jesus, You are The One that will never abandon me.

with love of Jesus.
febryna.

Story To Tell: My Blog Still Un-Designed

Hello, everyone (though there is no one here, except me).
I've created my blog for 3months. and i don't know how the ways to design my blog, I'm newbie and looking for someone that will help me to solve my blog problem.
If then my blog problem solved,  I'm very sure to add any kind of stories here. Even my writing skill isn't that good, but i'm surely believe it will grown up as the time goes by. HAHA, I'm nearly to found someone to help me.
OK then. this the beginning. i have to be more patient ;)
God Bless You.

Introducing Me

Being new is completely fun (for me).

I've ever wanted to be Blogger, but i need to have one. I have so much stories -well some of them may be not a story- to tell. 

I have a dream, I'm dreaming to be a legend. Why? it may be heard crazy. Well, i don't even think to be an actress or something like that for a temporary .

I want to be remembered as "do you remember that girl? she was amazing and completely inspiring!", then i will be a legend to the people around me or maybe to the world.

Historical Diary of A Questioner. Why? my family called me a girl of questions, i keep asking and asking to the people: what, why, when, who, and bla..bla.. I just loved that title 'questioner' since i was 5 because that's me. Historical, I'm obsessed with Histories, i love to imagine 'if i was there' or imagine the air of that time, was that the same as today?.  

Okay, please welcome. Me, The Questioner, i hope I'll gained much friends and experiences here.

God Bless you.